Le Cookie Chirps

it feels GREAT to write.

the previous post had approx 1,764 words!!!

and all done in less than an hour.

i just love it when everything flows smoothly.

the pleasure of writing is plain yummmmmmm!!!

xoxo,

ChiRa

tonight is a very boring night.

no no. TODAY is a very boring day. oh, technically, i meant, yesterday.

really, no joke. no kidding.

shiqs is busy playing with her calculator, nabs was busy at church from morn till eve, mon cherie went home, kinah went home… and almost half of utp went home.

and blablabla.

but i had a splendid brunch.. thanks shiqs. :)

had a long talk with the mommykins and stuffs. and studied a teeny bit, watched some movies.. drafted a few blog posts…

but still, i was practically mopping around the entire day.

i cleaned my whole room, which is practically spick and span. cleared up a bunch of ants eating a corpse of a freaking kickbutt HUGE grasshopper which i have absolutely NO clue whatsoever on how it DIED in my room.

i know i always open my window and weird insects do get lost once in a while but.. they never died in my room.. attracting ants and freaking the heck outa me.

it was purely grotesque, i tell you.

yeeergh!

im still STUCK (blame it on writer’s block) on my drama assignment, which i hopefully would like to post up by technically tonight for me to read when i surf my own blog [(who knew that reading one's blog would be sooo addictive??!!) <--- haha...] and ive to actually finish it ASAP because ive drama on monday night.. (no hol for us dramaians) and gotta mough drama theory till japanese drama.

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i just LOOOOOOOOOOOVE drama & theatre!!

really, my passion lies in performing arts! the acting (im getting to love acting! im a good actress okay!) and of course all the behind the scenes works which ive been loving since my very first play and just to be there in the company of great lecturers and FRIENDS.. wow.. it’s more than what i could ever ask for.

1st drama class for this semester, i didnt attend coz of some mild complications and that i was sick.

when it came to the last few hours of the 2nd class, i was NERVOUS to my bones. i think i told a couple of my friends about it and boy.. i was really having butterflies and moths in my tummy.

nerve-wrecking much? yeah, you bet!

i walked to the sports complex with nabs, with tummy aches n sweatiness and all, and met half of em drama & theatre I gang.. i wish fatin nazurah was there.. I MISS YOU LAH BABE. SERIOUSLY. thank God ive prakash to go all hyper with me. hahaha.

prakash.

he is the CRAZIEST guy you can ever find! he cracks me up the WHOLE time.

and that’s what you’ll see me doing in drama classes, just cracking up.

dr naufal is GREAT. the best drama instructor one can ever ever ask for. abang boi told me he could speak french as he graduated from france, but im still too timid to ask him about it.

im sure my frenchie Suan would love to meet him eh?

(i’ll reply your email in a while okay? the french part was nice la.. and kinda sweet too. :D )

when i got into the class, i was very nervous, i practically clung on to nabs for dear life ahahaha.. but prakash and eira were there to loosen me up. iylie was just being iylie. treating me like a punching bag. T_____T

hahaha.

and so the activities began!

whoever that was under dr naufal would mostly get what im saying. the activities basically teaches you how to express yourself and just let go of everything and have fun.

it teaches you how to just be yourself in front of a live audience and not be afraid. it also helps to train your confidence level and to boost up your self-esteem.

we started with saying our names in different manners like.. emotionless, flirty, afraid and so forth.

then we played the energy transfer game.

MWAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

that game is WICKED!!!!!!

and i was punished ONCE!!!!! *kene buat ketuk ketampi dua kali* because i was being all blur and went blank that time. damn you prakash!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Nabs got it TWICE!!

almost everyone kena la.. but once is good rightt????? xD

then we had to do facial expressions!

it was WILD!!!!

and hilarious!

of course my partner was NABS, the craziest pair in the world. everyone kept on asking on whether we’re roommates. haha. guys, if we were, ALL OF YOU wont be able to sleep at all!!

last monday’s drama was about.. improvisation.

and you know what was the best thing about it?

we did it IN THE DARK.

NO LIGHTS AT ALL, except the sole LED lights of eira’s and hajah’s phone.

mindblowing. mmmm.

dr naufal thought us how to tell stories in different moods/feelings and how to use the body and our expressions.

we had to each continue a story from one another and tell it in the feeling that he wanted.

and it all had to be done with the light pointing to our faces, to show how we express our emotions when telling the story.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

i think nabs was damn funny!!!

her story was a continuation about a so-called thriller and she was suppose to do it in a scary mood.

Nabs : (konon nye scary mood) and the being was a corpse!! (does gestures) it has long tongue, rolling rolling from it’s mouth. long and rolling. (does hand gestures of ‘rolling’ tongue from her mouth)

Everyone : (tahan gelak) OoOoOoOoOoHhHhHhHh.

ChiRa & Eira : (huddled together) Hahahahaahahaha.

Eira was AWESOMEEEEE!!!!

she acted as the girl who saw the being and was creeping and crawling on the floor, her body shrunk in a scared timid manner, voice quivering as she narrated her part and her face was just pure… fear.

Prakash was.. well… being prakash.

and he’s known as Paip in our drama class.

apparently Iylie named him that.

hahahahahahaha. Paip. Fatin, r u reading this????

-I TOTALLY MISS YOU OKAY!!! I WISH YOU WERE IN DRAMA TOGETHER WITH ME, NABS AND EIRA! YOURE A GREAT ACTRESS!! REMEMBER 1ST SEM’S DRAMA EVALUATION!!! EVERYONE WAS AWESTRUCK BY YOU!!!!!!!-

okay. got sidetracked a bit there. whoooopsie.

nik was OTT. hahaha. but superb. Saiful aka our little Nurish was sooooooooo funny hahhahahahahaa.. and cute hahahahahahaha.. we we in the same story (four of us) and his part was the sad part while Nik had to be crazy happy, this guy (cnt recall his name) is the angry one while i was the flirty one.

flirty one.

hahahahahahahahaha.

our story started with this guy having a nice job and progressed to have a nice wife, nice house, nice kids.. blablabla….

and when it reached me.. i was soooo damn nervous!

i had to be corrected on how to even act flirty (damn sweat man, i know. the whole class esp NABS & eira were lauhghing at me -________-””””) by dr naufal. then after 2 tries, i got the hang of it!!

then the cycle went back to saiful.

the story then went on to being the man being unhappy and started seeing other women in Las Vegas (hahahahahahaha) blablabla..

it’s sooooooooo fun to see him acting out a happy part while ‘crying’ and nik acting all crazily happy when it’s sad and watzisname acting angry when there’s nothing frustrating about it.

well, thats’ the WHOLE point.

so it came to me.

i twisted the story from a the nice housewife to being a KILLER muahahaha and flirting at the same time.

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVED IT. acting is GREAT. it feels scary at first but when you get really confortable, you realize that youre the only one in the room and that you have all your friends to support what youre doing. and that you just have the drive to perform really really well.

and all i heard were gasps and ‘That’s good’ from dr naufal.

and he clapped his hand. means that the light goes back to saiful.

then i had to take the role of having the sad one.

when it reached me again… i was kneeling on the floor, moving bout in sadness, wallowing about how his wife finds joy and thrills in killing her lovers.

“Good good,” said dr naufal.

( ChiRa : (all smiles inside of her!!) )

MANNNN… the adrenaline rush was fantastic.

:)

everyone was GREEEEEEEAAAAAAAAATTTTTT!!!!!

esp OTT nik, you shud see that dude perform. memang cun habis. *tabikkkk*

then dr naufal taught us how to act angry, sad.. the techniques and stuff. he’s really good. :D

i cant wait till.. tomorrow!

:D

eeeck. im nervous again.

T________________________________T

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i know i was suppose to blog about convofair, but it’s still in the draft mode, and im waiting for pictures from loser nabs.

hopefully i wont forget on what to blog about.. shiqs was like… cha!! you must blog about it tauuuu!!!!

hee~~

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this was actually suppose to be a short post but once i got started on typing out something.. i didnt know that i could actually draggggggggg on till this.. im sure half of the readers (or maybe all) closed the window by now.. mwahahahaha…

so sorry la.. im just a really wordy person.

talktalktalktalktalk.

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HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD, IYLIA!!! May you receive endless blessings of the year!!

i actually sent her a nice (nice tak???) sms at 1am on the 30th. and she replied..

Iyl: my bday’s on 31st la. youre 1 day earlier.

T__________________________T

hikhik.

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Happy 51st Independance  Day to our beloved country, Malaysia! Hopefully, we’ll all age with more maturity, wisdom and grace… hehe.

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was having a chat with mr uni just now.. and even tho we chat everyday, he never fails to make me just burst out laughing to myself. HAHAHAHA.

thank God kinah went home and dumped me all alone in my room.

teehee.

i was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bored, so thank God, someone’s there to accompany me to endure the night. i dont even know why i even found it funny. hah.

maybe some hormonal imbalance or something.

teehee~

it started with this..

dotdotdot.

all that’s running through my head was like..

ChiRa’s Head : OHMYGOD. HE FOUND OUT SOMETHING BAD ABOUT ME AND WANTED TO CONFIRM IT. HABIS. HABIS. HABIS. HABIS.

1st reaction : dotdotdot.

2nd reaction : aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahahahhaa. *bangs hand on table*

(as you can see in my subsequent replies…)

(fyi, raff, chira nye baju belom siap. sb mak cik tailor baju tu mengong. T____T dr awal thn tau! woowoo..)

hahahahahaha.

seriously mannn… i thought he was like going to ask about.. have i killed someone.. or stole something.. or..

i dunno…

like.. gave a worm-infested watermelon to some poor being i dislike.. or something along that line.

*speechless*

hahahahaa.

nyhoo, back to Kungfu Panda.

heee~~~

xoxo,

ChiRa

When i was busy searching for songs, Kinah suddenly IMed me these.. and theyre really true… and very meaningful.

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Apabila kau ingin berteman, janganlah kerana kelebihannya, kerana mungkin dengan satu kelemahan, kau mungkin akan menjauhinya….

Andai kau ingin berteman, janganlah kerana kebaikannya, kerana mungkin dengan satu keburukan, kau akan membencinya….

Andai kau inginkan sahabat yang satu, janganlah kerana ilmunya, kerana apabila dia buntu, kau mungkin akan memfitnahnya….

Andai kau inginkan seorang teman, janganlah kerana sifat cerianya, kerana andai dia tidak pandai menceriakan, kau mungkin akan menyalahkannya….

Andai kau ingin bersahabat, terimalah dia seadanya, kerana dia seorang sahabat, yang hanya manusia biasa…. Jangan diharapkan sempurna, kerana kau juga tidak sempurna, tiada siapa yang sempurna…

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Translation :

When you want a companion, dont do it because of her/his strengths, because by one weakness, you may hinder from him/her…

If you want a companion, dont do it because of her/his good attributes, because by one flaw, you may hate him/her…

If you want a friend, dont do it because of her/his knowledge, because when he/she is at an end, you may accuse him/her wrongly…

If you want a friend, dont do it because of his/her cheerful attitude, because if he/she cant cheer you up, you may blame him/her…

If you want a friend, accept him/her as who he/she is, because he/she is only a friend, who is a regular human being… Do not expect perfection, because you are also not perfect, and nobody is perfect.

Except God, that is.

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hum dee dumm….

i suck at translations, dont i? hikhik~

Dah lama x main translate2 ni… mannnn.. i used to help my parents do their translation stuffs when i was at home.. and they’d upah me some measly amount of ka-ching..

[yeop, saya mahu chocolate. you owe me a hamper of chocolates.]

hee~~~

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Oh Oh.

Happy Graduating from UTP to Yeopness, Frankie, Hazreen, Kulvinder.. (that’s about it actually, those whom i know.. urkkkkkk…)

eheh.

xoxo,

ChiRa

i really promise to blog about convofair.

seriously, it’s a post that MUST be written.

i just cant seem to find the urge to blog about it, mustve misplaced it somewhere though, gimme a few more days to find it okay?

hee~

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anyway!!

im blogging a teensy weeny lil bit now… coz i want to.

me wanna wish… HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO FARA FAIZUL!!

semoga dipanjangkan umur & dimurahkan rezeki.. amin….

may youre blessed with endless supply of luck, health, wealth, happiness.. and everything that you wish for.

and may the crap stay hot gurl!

<3

heeheee.

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and….

a Happy Belated Birthday to Dearest Mr Uni.. who coincidentally shared the same day as my parents’ anniversary!

:D

munchy wunchy~~~

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and for my ever konon nya supportive best friend who is like sungguh mengloserkan..

this is for you.

im sure you’ll LOVE it.. *wink wink wink wink*

*oh gawd.. dont kill me.*

(hides)

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urk.

and for loser nabs.

nothing for you.

coz you replaced me with some freakishly looking unanimated and dead sea urchin. that goes blink blink whenever you hit it against your boney legs and goes boing boing when you bounce it.

T_________________T

nabs new best friend.. is.. a…

thing.

i dunno what you call it, but it’s a thing.

(and i have the exact same thing in blue at home, shiqs has it in green and Kinah has it in PINK. *stares at it all day*)

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hahaha.

that’s it.

wanna hit the sack soon.. long day tomorrow..

xoxo,

ChiRa

(memo to self : iylie’s bday on the 30th Aug!)

woooohoooot.

another lyrical day for the ever-springy hamster!!

aaaaaaahahahahaha. i crack myself up.

*crickets singing*

anyhoo, i looooove this song! and the lyrics are so true!

this song is dedicated to all the guys out there.. teehee~~

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Don’t Ask Her That by Shaggy Feat Nicole Scherzinger

Uh! Yah hear mi, I an I mek yuh know seh
Certain tings yuh just don’t waan know
Let it go! let it go! you don’t wanna know
Let it go!

[(Shaggy) (*Nicole Scherzinger)]
How many men did you have? (Don’t ask her that)
Can you count on one hand? (Don’t ask her that)
Am I like your last man? (Don’t ask her that)
(*We on a need to know basis and you don’t need to know)
Back in the day were you a freak? (Don’t ask her that)
In the past hey did you creep? (Don’t ask her that)
How you so good between the sheets? (Don’t ask her that)
(*We on a need to know basis and you don’t need to know)

[Chorus: Nicole Scherzinger]
Go ‘head do what you came to do
Wanna know all the things that I used to do
When I keep it on the real you get an attitude
You want the truth, you can’t handle the truth
Go ‘head do what you came to do
You want to follow my past well it’s up to you
When I keep it on the real don’t get an attitude
You want the truth, you can’t handle the truth

[Verse 1: Shaggy]
Don’t ask bout the past you should let some things be
No need to concern bout the man she has seen
You ask how many she tell you just three
Knowing that your ego can’t handle thirteen
It’s best not to ask bout her previous guys
Unless you are willin to handle her lie
Especially when she’s discussin their size
You just might be in for a bigger surprise

[Verse 2: Shaggy]
You listen to me go a you really don’t wanna hear
Your stirrin the feelings that you know you can’t really bare
So what if the answer you can prevent your biggest fear
(Now ask yourself are you really prepared? Uh!)

[Chorus: Nicole Scherzinger]
Go ‘head do what you came to do
Wanna know all the things that I used to do
When I keep it on the real you get an attitude
You want the truth, you can’t handle the truth
(that’s true)
Go ‘head do what you came to do
You want to follow my past well it’s up to you
When I keep it on the real don’t get an attitude
You want the truth, you can’t handle the truth

[Verse 3: Shaggy]
An expert it seems when it comes to foreplay
The many positions she did made your day
I know you must wonder how she get that way
Don’t ask you might not wanna hear what she’ll say
Just look in the past and the ways you had fun
Would you wanna know when the things you had done
She might lose her cool and be tempted to run
So what have you learned when it’s all said and done

[Verse 4: Shaggy]
You think of the info that you really don’t wanna hear
Your stirrin the feelings that you know you can’t really bare
So what if the answer you can prevent your biggest fear
(Now ask yourself are you really prepared? Uh!)

[Chorus: Nicole Scherzinger]
Go ‘head do what you came to do
Wanna know all the things that I used to do
When I keep it on the real you get an attitude
You want the truth, you can’t handle the truth
Go ‘head do what you came to do
You want to follow my past well it’s up to you
When I keep it on the real don’t get an attitude
You want the truth, you can’t handle the truth

[(Shaggy) (*Nicole Scherzinger)]
How many men did you have? (Don’t ask her that)
Can you count on one hand? (Don’t ask her that)
Am I like your last man? (Don’t ask her that)
(*We on a need to know basis and you don’t need to know)
Back in the day were you a freak? (Don’t ask her that)
In the past hey did you creep? (Don’t ask her that)
How you so good between the sheets? (Don’t ask her that)
(*We on a need to know basis and you don’t need to know)

[Chorus: Nicole Scherzinger]
Go ‘head do what you came to do
Wanna know all the things that I used to do
When I keep it on the real you get an attitude
You want the truth, you can’t handle the truth
Go ‘head do what you came to do
You want to follow my past well it’s up to you
When I keep it on the real don’t get an attitude
You want the truth, you can’t handle the truth

[(Shaggy) (*Nicole Scherzinger)]
How many men did you have? (Don’t ask her that)
Can you count on one hand? (Don’t ask her that)
Am I like your last man? (Don’t ask her that)
(*We on a need to know basis and you don’t need to know)
Back in the day were you a freak? (Don’t ask her that)
In the past hey did you creep? (Don’t ask her that)
How you so good between the sheets? (Don’t ask her that)
(*We on a need to know basis and you don’t need to know)

tralalalaaa~~~
*puts song on repeat*

(chiew yi : now you see how youre always telling me youre forever running out of good songs??!)

xoxo,

ChiRa

(memo to self : ms evil kenievil is leaving for warwick on the 19th of sept.. T_______T)

Mummy & Daddy,

Have a wonderful 26th Anniversary!! May the day is filled with splendid things for you both and the love you both share grow deeper and stronger day by day..

May you both stay as ONE for eternity, with your love stronger than the pull of gravitational activity..

and stronger than active volcanic… eruptivity.

hahaha.

i love you both soooooosoooooooosooooooooo much.

and i really cnt wait for the next time you guys r gonna come and see you mischievous little bratty hamster for a daughter you have here.

teehee~

<33333.

Your Fantabulous Daughter,

ChiRa

(p/s: mummy said….. okay, byebye now i go eat dim sum. dun worrie, i’ll eat for you also. HAHAHA.)

(p/ss: T____________________T i havent eaten dim sum for.. months. *wooowooo*)

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIQS.

klu ko balik ari jumaat.. sape la nk teman ak g convofairrrrr nanti???

ak dh plan awal2. ko ngan ak g menghantui convo tuh. ak dh bygkn dlm kepale ak yg..

yg…. ak tgh heret lengan ko cam ak slalu buat tuh.

(tangan sape ak nk heret lagyh klu bukan ko nye… nabs dh x kasiiiiii.. sb ak slalu tarik jaket loser nyeee turun!!!!!!)

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.

I HATE YOU SITI NURASHIKIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!

T________________________________________T

*woooowoooooo*

xoxo,

ChiRa

(p/s: NABS, YOU MUST GO TO CONVOFAIR WITH ME, YOU MUST. MUST I TELL YOU. OR I’LL EAT UP ALL YOUR SUPPLY OF APPLES. AND LEAVE ORANGE PEELS IN YOUR UNDERWEAR!!!)

Guess what im craving for now..?

*hint hint : lookie at the piccas*

a nice cute teeny weeny terrapin.

out of soooo many, cnt i at least just have like.. one??

if i have one, i’ll name it MoChi.

MoChi? You ask.

MO (the robot from Wall-E which i drool over) + ChiRa – Ra = MoChi.

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How come i am suddenly going nuts over turtles?

well, i put the blame on.. Mr Uni the MunChy.

HAHAHAAHAAHA.

no, serious.

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but, nothing can ever replace my precious princess…

how can you not go “awwwwwww” over her..

melts my heart like crazy, i tell you.

whenever i get to talk to my mum (which is like everyday), she’ll tell me stories about my cat that just makes me feel like crying because i miss her so so so much.

:)

my baby, i’ll see you soon when i get home for mid-term hols okay..

i love you, cooqee.

Your super-sot owner,

ChiRa